Every time something along the lines of "no girl would ever like me" pops in my head, I remind myself that I make extra effort to hide from outside world, and on the rare occasion when I go to a corporate party for example I actually hate talking to most of the people there.

I remember one exception - I got to know this chill and really smart girl. But she was also kinda antisocial, and I never seen her at parties after that even tho she still works at the same position from what I know. She is just not attending cause she does not like them.

What kind of conclusion can we draw from this? No idea. I guess you should not expect to be liked by an average person if you do not feel any connection towards most people. And maybe you should change your way of meeting people to something that has some sort of filter to pre-select those who are into similar stuff I guess. But I still have no idea if it's even remotely appropriate to approach girls at tech meetups, so take it with a grain of salt.

Did komale ever meaningfully contribute to conversations? He is really active in chat with whopping 2600 messages, but I feel like recently it is mostly just him calling everyone niggers and other slurs, sending voice messages and ragebaiting. At this point I am considering simply banning him for being annoying.

Also we watched 8 episodes of Darling in the Franxx. I don't think anyone is gonna catch up with us being this far into the series xd.

would ряженка taste good if mixed with orange juice?