“(So what you say?) When you look at me from top to bottom estimating my appearance
(What do you say?) When my frizzy seems to make you so angry, do you see a difference?
There's no room for me in your mirror, you push me, I'm below
So curse me, cut me, hit me, tear me, and I will still grow”

“Oh Mrs. Madeline
In me, you discovered what I never knew I had
An ethereal love, where I never thought I’d feel it, my red flag
You used to say: “Black, you’re good”
And in that moment, it changed my world just as it should
Look into my eyes, tell me what’s true
I am like your child, guide me through”

'cause do I lie down with the night
and make love to my nightmares
too stoned to feel sorry for myself, I must be blind
too sober to have my grief as a fear, I'm almost there
aimless towards the abyss, do I really deserve to live this?
I walk on the lines that tear my flesh, I survive under the risk
hallucinating and submerged in liquids that come out of my fist

We were too young for all that
That's why I learned to accept that you're gone, or was I mad?
Taking with me what we once were
And the conviction that the world was ours, for sure
Your eyes didn't lie, I was wild
I knew the places where they caused you pain, every miles
And the jokes you liked to hear the most, without even mind
That when the bell rang, we would leave all this behind

Why do I still remain right here?
What stops me from leaving? What keeps me near?
Maybe the world outside isn’t so different from this range (Ooh)
Legacy often fills us with trauma and change
But they are always watered by memories
Even if I don’t see me in these halls again (Ooh)
There’s something that always brings me back
There’s something that reminds me who I am

“eccentrically attractive, instinctively feline 🐈⭐️🧶
…i have a special date with you tonight…
#CatnipGirl”