After the marathon I realized something. Maybe it’s obvious but worth to keep vibing with. So 4 years ago I had my place booked and was preparing to run winter marathon in Saint P, one week prior I got my one and only COVID. 2 weeks later I won my first Jiu Jitsu medal but it’s another story. Last year I was on the same running plan, done all long runs (basically last 2 weeks are easy since you have to rest prior to big race) and had a relationship drama which led to a week being sick with Flu or whatever the fuck it was. So I was ready physically multiple times, I probably wasn’t ready mentally and my body just gave up at least couple times… interesting how you can be ready and good for something but still not getting the result you want… well, you have to keep running, my friend… someday stars will align and you will have smooth sailing thru something you were dream about for many years

I also thought I’m going to cry on the finish since the tension to do that was building for years and I expected a big relief. Ok, didn’t happen, I actually felt better then 32km run I did 5 weeks ago when I was running faster tempo and had mad blisters on my feet after. Maybe I wasn’t expecting running kinda smooth run, well, I know it was also very slow. Again, the goal was just to run from start to finish, something I never did before for 42.2 km straight. Same day, evening, I’m chillin, getting humble, watching real savage doing Moab 240 miles (!). When this dude finished his race - I cried. Levels. https://youtu.be/euOpy884bgQ?si=GMqbNzeMqUZSYhaS

Best Gnar + Tech https://youtu.be/_68HQoLYURQ?si=RjwJNxD6GLT2_Wfq

Prodigy wrote a letter from prison mentioning Jay-Z: „J.Z. Knows the truth but he chose sides with the evil in order to be accepted in the corporate world…“ fuck JZ

Еду в автобусе и читаю в книге Рика Рубина сейчас: «подумайте, насколько изменилось бы ваше восприятие мира, если бы вы занимались каждой деятельностью с тем вниманием, которое вы могли бы уделить посадке самолета.» задумался