now that im finally on vacation, i realized that i struggle so much with allowing myself to do nothing. i spent yesterday and the day before just sleeping and doing things i hadnt had an ability to do for a while. and all this accompanied by this nauseating thought that i have to do things, i have to keep up, im missing so much... as much as i understand that i need this time to zone out and get used to the comfort of my home, i also manage to criticize myself for the littlest things... my brain just wont shut up lol
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the way that i want to fuck this specific siege weapon....
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making myself eat is like: 🙄 ugh fine, ill add protein to my noodles... maybe that will solve my shaking...
so that's a reminder for yall to grab a snack or eat smth
so that's a reminder for yall to grab a snack or eat smth
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not to be a complete lesbian but the last dinner party can pass me around....
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