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probably don't run screaming at your child when I don't pick up the phone because I don't want to talk to you because you make me anxious in the first place

jesus fucking christ just let me die

I don't really want to post anything suicidal here but fucking hell I don't really know how I'm going to go on if she keeps dragging me down

I've already told her she does and that just made her more angry

Yes, I do appreciate that you're trying to help me, but your help is completely offset by the rest of your actions

For her there's no fucking gray area, it's either I love her or I hate her

I get that she has her own share of problems, but heck

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_lays on gote_

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oh dude you should recolor this to match your fursona

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yes hi

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doing self-harm is no joke

Why cant i just feel good and stay that way

Relatable content

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..?

Also I'm back from a psychologist

No real results. Nothing that I haven't known already.

I still have no idea what this numbness is. I've described it as well as I could and all I could get is "it's just your character"

Even funnier, when I came there the psych was like "hey, you're with your mom, can I talk to her?"

And then I had to wait outside until they were done