I'll be honest, killing yourself is the most trans thing you can do. But not if you are Richard Russel. Suddently you are based and remembered

You aren't wrong, but the difference was intent. Beebo wasn't some self indulgent leech who dragged everyone down. He was a man trying to do his best in a world that hated him and he had a momentary lapse. This wasn't some grand plan of his, for a single moment an intrusive thought completely enveloped him in a moment of despair and his response was to do something glorious. I wish he had lived and probably would have put money on his books in jail, but considering how far he'd gone I'd be afraid of doing twenty years in prison and putting my family in generational debt for a knee jerk decision.

It's less "no one loves me and I'm going to slit my wrists in a bath tub" and more "holy shit I fucked up this bank robbery and I'm not going to fucking jail for this"

If I'm not wrong, Hitler offed himself too