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Father forgive me, not for what I have already done, but for what I must do.

Gnostics be like:
Aesthetic anhedonia
It refers to a reduced or absent ability to experience pleasure or emotional response from beauty, art, or aesthetically pleasing stimuli. It's often considered a subtype of *anhedonia* (inability to feel pleasure) and can occur in depression, schizophrenia, or after certain neurological injuries.